...what's happening?
I'm that lazy girl waiting for the results of her leaving cert so she'd finally feel the relief and know for sure that she's failed 'cause she hasn't studied a bit.
I'm that alcoholic, going out every night, living in a tiny Irish town which offers a matchmaking festival.
I'm that girl drinking Whiskey with the tough guys, not getting up in the morning, not doing any proper work....ever.
I'm that girl not being able to start further education for 2 years 'cause she was too lazy to think about what to do and unable to decide.
I'm that girl lying in her grandparents bed to watch TV all day.
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...what's happening?
How did I turn into somebody who is unable to concentrate on one thing 'cause it's not enough?
How did I turn into the one person in a circle of people taking the decisions?
How did I turn into a person driving home for an hour just to pick up that tiny thing to make a little piece of work perfect?
How did I end up sitting here in the office 9,5 hours after coming here?

Is this gonna increase? Am I gonna end up working all the time?

nooooo....and I'm gonna start right now. I'll go home straight away....or after the next translation.